Tuesday, October 26, 2010

CANCER IS NOT A DEATH SENTENCE!

No I’m not sorry about the caps. What I am sorry about is the fact that there are STILL Dr.s out there telling people they are going to die, and giving them deadlines. Hey Dr. LEE in Temecula, Ca. remember me? According to you I was to die yesterday. That’s right 6 months that’s what you gave me, remember? I do! I bet you not only don’t remember but I bet you also told that to several other poor slobs. People with cancer don’t deserve this kind of treatment from Dr.s! The Hippocratic Oath is an oath historically taken by doctors swearing to practice medicine ethically. What is ethical about giving someone a death sentence??? jaimie03 asked for help, please advise her, she’s scared for her Mother because some lame Dr. gave her Mom a death sentence!
Cancer is not a Death Sentence, even if your at ST4, I am living testament to that! No thanks to Dr. LEE.
God Bless

And it continues...

Can’t we have some choices besides “sucks”?? Just because we have cancer doesn’t meant we want to sound like low life rednecks. Having cancer is bad enough.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Ignorance shows it ugly face

Susan Williams Tucker "I'm so against this "sucks" trend regarding cancer. Having cancer is bad enough. Being associated with trash talk is not appreciated! There has to be a better way to express things."

Susan Williams Tucker "No matter how much fun it is to "vent" - it doesn't elevate you or our fight against cancer by sounding like a low class idiot. Would you wear a tee shirt stating "I be aginst that daggum friggin cancer sheeeett". Same thing. Let's at least have some dignity."


This is an example of why the United States of America is going to hell in a hand basket. Because people like this can't keep their opinion about something that has nothing to do with them to themselves. And then when they do make an unasked for opinion, its obvious its made in judgmental ignorance. Susan you should be ashamed of yourself, you came onto our blog and accused us of having "fun" venting. every person on Blogforacure.com has cancer, or loves someone who has it. How dare you come to our blog and make accusations. Do the rest of the country a favor, stay in VENICE, Florida we have no use for your ignorance. May God forgive you.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Mondays Officially Suck

What is it about Mondays? I seem to lose it emotionally every Monday. I either get a why am I doing this, or why should I keep fighting this, or wouldn’t it be easier to just say I quit. Sometimes I get mad, I go nutty on my family, I lose it and take it out on someone I love, or I just start screaming at no one in particular, sometimes I’ll even pick a fight with someone I don’t even know because I get this attitude about screw it I’m dying anyway, what the hell are they going to do to hurt me? Sometimes I think about robbing a bank to solve my financial problems, hell what are they going to do throw me in jail? Sometimes I think about finding all the people that hurt me in my life or used me or hurt my family and going back and making them pay. I hear all the time on the news how people do it and get away with it, why not me, why isn’t my turn now after all I’m dying anyway right?
I only think like this on Mondays, so for me Mondays suck, will always suck. Tomorrow I’ll be fine, back to my old loving, fighting this dam disease self. Mondays make me feel lonely, make me feel sad. Mondays always bring you back to reality, Mondays suck.
God Bless Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays, and God please do something about Mondays, they suck.

To long

Ow! Its been a month gone by and I haven't updated. Oops. Well the last big update I had on my other blog is that they have taken me off of infused chemotherapy. Instead now they are trying a pill on me called Tarceva. Its a very expensive pill ($4500.00 per pill), it is said to be great for controlling cancer cells. It does however have some nasty side effects, worst of which for me has been an acne like rash. I hate rashes, I would rather take a shot in the foot than have a rash. So right now because the rash has gotten so bad for me I have had to stop taking the pill for 7 days to give my body a chance to recover. Plus I am also taking a couple more meds to counter the rash. Wednesday will be the day I call the Dr. back to find out where we go from here.
 Overall I feel good, I have been able to do some light work around my property. My lungs are definitely stronger than 6 months ago. I have even started bugging my boss about letting me return to work. (Doubtful that will happen). On BFAC (Blogforacure.com) there has been alot of ranting about this "pink" breast cancer awareness month. How they seem to have commercialized it and taken the real meaning away from it. Also some serious talk about how our wonderful FDA (Fuddy Duddys Association) has prevented, stepped in the way of, and screwed up some real steps toward better drugs for cancer. If someone is reading this please go check it out. Anyway, I got a new laptop, kind of a beefy one a Toshiba Qosmio, I love it ( it weighs a ton) but it keeps me in great shape lol. I am currently trying to find a wheel carry on type bag that can hold it. Well enough ranting for one post, take care blog I'll be back =0